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Exploring The Family Tree -A Story of Healing and Surviving

Written By FaithRMichaels:

My father was one of the stolen Georgia Tann Babies.
He wasn't famous..did not get adopted out to a rich actress nor a wealthy affluent family.
The depth of horror he must have endured as a child wasn't known to me until our local paper ran an article concerning the Georgia Tann unmarked baby graves.
They were looking for donations for Gravestones for the murdered children of Georgia Tann.

 Has I read the article.. I was filled with a deep compassion for those murdered children.
So many were unknown graves..no names for the  lost stolen babies.
I wondered who they were and as that happened....
I began to wonder about my own genetic identity.
It really had not been important till that moment or so I had always told myself..
Perhaps it's the gray hairs that began to show up in my mirror on my head.
Perhaps it was the fact that after my brothers death,my dads death,and my moms death,
I felt alone.
Somehow reading that article brought all of this emotional stuff to the surface.

Oh I have a wonderful family.
Beautiful grown children,and wonderful grandchildren. 
Great longtime friends and lots of love from a wonderful man.
It's been a rough life,but a good rich life in many ways.
But I felt alone.
It defied logic.
It defied the reality of my loving family.
So as I read that article on those stolen babies unmarked graves; I began to wonder..who is my family? Who were my grandparents on my dads side of my family?
On my moms side?
And just what is my real biological last name supposed to be?
My last name given at birth belonged to a man who adopted my dad.
 A man who had a steel plate in his head and was quite the abuser; according to some of the stories I was told.
A man I had never met and never wanted to know.

You see I grew up without extended family.
We rarely saw any cousins, and all other grandparents died before I was three years old.

My mother was always in an lifelong feud with her side of the family.
Needless to say I did not see that family branch often and when I did I was more than glad when the stressful relative encounter was over.

My dad did manage to reconnect to his biological family.
but his mom had remarried and had another family.
My dad had lots of half brothers and sisters he never got to grow up with.
He didn't hang around with them long, nor did he stay connected to them during my childhood.
I met them maybe three times in my life.
  Truly I do not believe that he ever got over the experience of him and his brother being stolen out of his moms yard by strangers and whisked away to a horror house at a young age.

 I'm writing  a book on the exact details of who,did this,how,and whatever else shows up regarding the experience.
 Georgia Tann stole a part of my ancestral identity from me and my brother before I was even born.
 My childhood was filled with the abuse that Georgia Tann's horror house had inflicted on my father as a child.
 I now know he had PTSD.
I didn't know that then.
He never could banish his demons.
He lost the war for his wellness
My brother and I paid the price all our lives of the effects of being the descendants of one Georgia Tann stolen baby adoption ring.
So did my mother.

It took years for me to forgive my father for what he did to us.
I did not see him for 20 yrs.
 I found out through an insurance company letter that he had died.
That's been 7 or so years ago.

I wanted to know, no...had to know who my relatives were,
and what my biological name was supposed to be.
Feeling the need to reconnect to family,to myself was growing strong in me.
Never felt the need for that connection till now.
The feeling surprised me.

Another interesting thing happened
 In that moment of exploring who Georgia Tann was and what that home did to children..
then realizing what my father must have endured as a child.
One day while sitting on a porch  listening to nature and feeling the winds of a beautiful day on my face..
for the very first time..compassion for my father as a abused tormented scared lost child washed over me.
That's when I knew.
I stopped the abuse cycle on my side of the family.
I did not pass that horror onto my children.
Love won! against huge overwhelming odds
For the very first time I could let it all go.

I'm currently discovering the family tree on Ancester.com and finding out what a diverse genetic background that flows in my veins.
It's wonderful.

Find out about Georgia Tann Babythief
Georgia Tann Serial Babykiller

My deep gratitude to those who helped me along my journey.. I love you all..
 and to Kimberly Talboo for all her help on my family tree.. couldn't have done it without you.
Thank you


Blood Moons Solar Eclipses And The End Of The World Again

Written by FaithRMichaels:
It's the end of the world again..wasn't that supposed to happen in 2012?
A Tetrad  of 4 Lunar Eclipses that turn the moon blood red have many people claiming  that the end of the world is once again upon us. Those who are believing this end of the world stuff are using the Bible's "End Times Prophecy as their reference.
NASA has a  timeline table for all lunar eclipse events going back millennials.
So lets take a peek at how often these Blood Moon Tetrads show up. 

From 1900-1999 there was 1 Tetrad
From 1600-1699 there were 3 Tetrads
From 1700-1800 0 Tetrads
From 1500-1599 there were 8 Tetrads
From 1400-1499 there was 6 Tetrads
From 1300-1399 there were 2 Tetrads
From  1100-1200 there were 0 Tetrads
From  1000-1099 there were 4 Tetrads

further timeline research here
And the list goes on all the way back into time into the BC or BCE period as far back as 2901-3000BC
So these Lunar Tetrads are fairly common uncommon  events that have occurred many times since the birth of Christ and many times before Christ was born.
So whats the current hoopla about?
 Oh yes this current Tetrad happens on Jewish religious holidays and follows a partial solar eclipse very few  places in the world saw.
So i went investigating to see if and when this had ever happened on special religious holidays and this is what i found.
According to Wikipedia there have been 62 tetrads since 1st century AD and of those 62.. 8 have coincided with both Jewish holidays.
Solar eclipses and lunar eclipses tend to come in pairs..so it isn't rare that one follows the other.
a lot of good info on this can be found here.
One of the rare solar eclipses happened  this year on the vernal equinox..and two weeks later a Lunar eclipse occurred. Another uncommon common event that happens again in 2034,then 2053 and 2072.
more info on past and future solar events can be found here.
I'm rather tired of GloomDoom End of the world fear mongers .
 I've been told all my life that we could all die soon and that the whole planet was going to be ruined and deformed by radioactive waste,hit by an asteroid,done in by global warming. killed by plagues,,etc..pick your favorite end of the world scene here.. and now people want to tell me God is coming and its the end times????!
Oh wait...Well there is just one little thing regarding that..
What Jesus said..is that no man knowth the hr or the time but the Father.. and that there will be false prophets speaking in his name....for the whole quote and more go here
I'm just wondering if things like this is what he was talking about.
 What if it was the end of the world? What are you going to change?
What could you do about it?
So stop worrying..preparing for it won't matter..whatever you would do different you better get started... Try being  a better human being.. try being kinder..try choosing love instead of fear...try blessings and gratitude instead of anger and complaining ..try walking  the talk of peace and love for yourself and all life.. try helping those who need it with an open heart..that would be great....After all..you ain't promised the next 5 minutes much less tomorrow.
So go outside and enjoy the lunar eclipse and the beautiful supermoon with your family..
it will be a wonderful moment.


As I Watch In Quite Frustration

I am quietly frustrated .

Sometimes it overwhelms me.

As I watch

 I see many who hold to their fears,

their anger,

as if it is all they have.

Maybe it is.

I am quietly frustrated

I observe the things

 in peoples lives that bring them much misery

They cannot comprehend


Change requires the best of who they are.

I am quietly frustrated

that people would defend

 what their taught

 by authority figures

 to the death

Without ever inquiring or ascertaining the validity

 Killing others while

claiming justification of something they have never researched

I am quietly frustrated

The world is spinning into the future

So many that I see

hold on to so much that is anti-life

 refusing to grow ,

even holding up their immaturity as a truth and a worthy goal

I am quietly frustrated

at a society

that honors greed lust envy,

 the pursuit of their own littleness

is held up as virtue

 something to attain

While Love is considered a weakness

I am quietly frustrated

That Love is not understood

or explored

Perceived as something

 it is not

Attachment, self serving feelings parade in substitution

I am quietly frustrated

that many refuse

to know or believe that

At the core of their being

 they are beautiful

rejecting that truth when it is told to them

Loudly proclaiming their warped disturbance as all there is to Life

Why would anyone want only discomfort as a reality?

Only pain as a choice?

Only confusion as a source?

Only death as a life?

They are afraid to live with Truth.

Being Truth,

Living Truth

 requires courageous heart

People are afraid

They are comfortable with that

They would rather have their illusion of life

 than the unknown they perceive

It is easier to just go along

with their confusion

Just go along with the least of life

Not Rocking the boat

That is not living!

All the joy goes away

 when that is all one does

 throughout their EarthWalk

It is a LIE that conforming is a easier way to live.

Conforming to less life is a walking death

Eyes open but not seeing

Ears hear noises but are deaf

People speak and nothing is said

Peoples hearts beat and their is no life

Acting only in automatic mode

never questioning why they do

or noticing that what they do is an active self destruct

As they walk Zombiefied to the grave

Quick to defend anti-life as life

policies of death

harmful ,destructive,as a virtue

never questioning what has always been

Defending the indefensible

rather that than be wrong

Marching en-mass towards self destruction

As I watch in quite frustration

Written By FaithMichaels


Science Backs Inuit Oral History

Science Catches Up With Inuit Oral History, 'Discovering' Ancient Paleo-Eskimos

Scientists looking into the genetics of,have verified what Inuit history has long held: That earlier peoples from Siberia were the first to populate the most northern regions of planet Earth, and that they died out as the Inuit were coming in.
These Paleo-Eskimos, as they’re called, arrived about 5,000 years ago from Siberia, CBC News reported, migrating from Alaska to Greenland and living for about 4,000 years. They died out about 700 years ago, CBC News said. DNA testing on remains from that period showed no match to Inuit or First Nations people of today.

Read more at http://indiancountrytodaymedianetwork.com/2014/08/31/science-catches-inuit-oral-history-discovering-ancient-paleo-eskimos-156675


You Were Heard

You called me

You did not know

It would be me

Were not certain

Who would come

You sent the request

To Creators ears

In Earthworld time

Its been awhile

Uncertain am I

As to what is

 to be done

If anything


The safe place


As the unfolding

 of Remembering's


Within you

Within me

Within all

You were heard

Written by FaithRMichaels


As I was driving

Written By FaithRMichaels
I was driving the other day and came to a crossroads.
I looked up and there on a wire sat a large hawk with a red head.
I looked at hims and said "hello friend"
He looked at me ..bowed his head with closed eyes...then opened them again and stared right at me.
Our eyes locked for a second..I said Thank You and Blessings dear one... made my turn and drove on.
Blessed and touched for a moment that lives with me forever.


Calling the Peoples of Earth

Written by FaithRMichaels
They sit in little kingdoms
Created with imaginary lines drawn across paper maps..
Markers placed upon the Earth Mother
little colored pieces of cloth
symbols of imaginary Kingdoms and Countries
flap in Creations breezes.

Afraid self important people sitting in royal houses
eating fine food
drinking fine wines and liquors
 blustering their arrogance
playing like little children
king of the hill.

 Imaginary Rulers of pretend Kingdoms
In the name of God, King, Country
rattling sabers
muttering threats of retaliation
firing their destructive toys

 Death is what they bring
Death is what they teach
horror is their dream
terror their tool
fear the weapon of choice
Control their game

Their nightmare established
 that they may feel safe
Teaching traditions of isolation ,
False concepts
Contaminating all like a bad virus

 People of Earth tolling in despair
Praying to the Gods and Goddesses created
for assistance
asking for deliverance
not understanding that they are the deliverance
they have been waiting on

It is time now
We the People Of Mother Earth
WE the children of Earth
Children of Life
Do not require this illusion anymore
Cast off your shackles of fear

   Listen up  Pretend leaders
We abolish your imaginary authority..
 without us you are powerless
It is time now
Warriors of Earth

Take notice ye who would rule the world
Ye are naught but fearful children
playing with dangerous toys
playing at being rulers of imaginary kingdoms


Walela Circle of Light

I'm not right
you're not wrong
We both know what this love
of ours is built upon
We are shadows
tiny sparrows
safe inside
clear blue sky
of another storm
moving in and out of time
In and out of the circle of life.

We are children of the angels
Keepers of the fire
We are children of the angels
Reaching for the light
We are not strangers
we are all brothers
I know we came here to love each other
Here, in the circle of life.

Each one thinks he
has an answer
Each one believes that he can see
the way, the only one
truth lies waiting
was always waiting
like a love
peaceful dove
right there inside your soul
from another place and time
Moving into the circle of light.


The lessons of the Trees

Written By FaithRMichaels

I told someone that this being would be taking a walk to listen to the trees.

The beautiful Standing Ones have much to say if one listens

They whisper their life story in the wind.

Some are very very old

many here are young by tree age

The Standing Ones know nothing of time as we understand it

They understand existence.

The Standing Ones understand resilience

They understand going with the flow

They teach about nowness, hereness, Isness

For this is what is experienced

When this being connects with the Standing Ones an eternal peace flows from them to me

In humility I listen

humbled by an ancient understanding

Being is all there is

through storms,through drought,through floods,winters,spring summer fall

The Standing Ones simply are..

The heart hears them say

HUUUUU they whisper with the voice of the wind

I am.... Being

This is the lesson from my relatives today.


Be The Rainbow

From Elders speak

By Carrie

Submitted by Carol Spirit Dove Henderson

What you resist is given strength by your resistance. What you fear is given form through your fear. What you accept with grace as simply being what it is can become an opening door into new worlds.

You may fear a future event, but what you fear is not truly that event, but rather the consequences you believe will flow from it. The event you fear may in fact happen. But the consequences of the event, which are the true root of your fear, are completely unknown and completely malleable.

And even the most feared consequences, if they were actually to come, would not be what you think. It is only resistance and judgment that make something unbearable. Within every moment, no matter what the circumstances, there is grace, there is beauty and wonder, and there is love. And within the deepest presence of each moment, there is always peace.

Open, open. Drop the walls of resistance and fear. Drop the blinders that are keeping you from seeing what is all around you, right now. Turn your head. Look up. Look down. See the world through clear eyes. Feel the love that flows in, around and within you. Feel the help and love that surround you like a warm blanket. Go deep within and listen to the river of love and peace that always flows through the center of your heart and through all that is, right now.

Open, open and connect with what is. And in the next moment, connect with what is then. And on and on through the moments of your life. Be deeply present. Inhabit this place of power, the only place where action is possible, the only place where anything is possible, this moment, right now.

Feel the energy in your body; feel its tingling aliveness. Feel the clarity of your mind in this moment. See the doors and windows flying open and feel the wind blowing through, clearing away the fear, the judgment, the doubt.

And now, look down at your feet. See that you are standing on fertile ground and little shoots of grass are pushing up through the soil all around you. Millions and millions of possibilities, growing and pushing toward the sun of faith, watered by the gentle rain of love. And now lift your face to that sun and see the rainbow that forms in the gentle shower of love that is always there. You are that rainbow. You are that mixture of sun and rain that makes up life. You are the beauty that forms when everything is shining with what it actually is, when you allow yourself simply to be.

Stand now within that sun, that rain. Be the rainbow of peace and beauty, joy and love. And declare yourself to the world, right now, in this moment, exactly as you are, exactly as all is: I am.


We Do Not Beg

Written by

Sooo many people believe that prayer is about begging a divine Deity to acquiesce to the request being made.Many Believe it is about bargaining like unto this....I will be really good,I promise to serve if you just grant this request... or sacrifice....Prayer is not about begging,or bargaining it is not about bribery.

If something happens that is contrary to the request in prayer being asked then people are bewildered or angry.
Sometimes they say there is no GOD! He ,She,It did not answer my prayers!!


Prayer is about coming into agreement or harmonic resonance with Creation,with Spirit,or the life force, whatever you wish to call the unifying force.
You ,I ,and all of Creation is Spirit manifesting itself into life forms for experience. .

Prayer is a time for listening for guidance.
It is a time of connection,renewal,balance, and direction.
It is a time of recieving so that your cup may be filled.
It is not a time to beg or bargain for favors.
It is a time for opening up to the wisdom within yourself.
It is a time of contemplation on what is the wisest choice.
It is a time to say not mine but thy will be done.

We are listening for the truth or the heart of the Matter.
It is a time to receive the Blessings from the Holy so that you can walk in a more profound way of being.
It is a time for grace,a time for healing ,THAT is what prayer is for.
It is the time when you realize the sacredness and your connection with this source of all life.
It is time for you to realise how precious you are,how beautiful you are and how empowered you can be from these connections ...these moments of prayer.
I do not care how you pray or what name term you choose to call this praying...there is only ONE Creator no matter by what name you choose to give this Life force and LOVE IS ALL!


Healing the World

The 13 Indigenous Grand-Mothers have a mission.

Their Mission is to bring healing ,wisdom,and real Earth time solutions to the problems facing the world today. They have been called to gather the four directions, to show us all by example the ancient ways . The GrandMothers are teaching the sacred knowledge regarding the connectedness of all living things. Like a pebble in a pond the ripples of what they are being, are reaching out and creating a resonance within the heart of all life.

The Earth Mother is calling us to grow with her as she prepares to move to the next level.

Part of the Being State of the next level is self responsibility.

We ...the children of the Earth have existed upon this planet in a reacting mode only untill now.
It is time to grow up. Time to be responsible stewards and Co-Creators.

Time to be what we truly are.

What are we?

We are a divine spark of Creation with consciousness and that consciousness is what allows us to be Conscious co creators with life.

I heard the question spoken. "how do we maintain being connected?"

This question was asked when I spoke within the group of 8 that was created after the GrandMothers finished speaking. The GrandMothers had addressed the subject of Gulf Oil and polluted waters in the Gulf at the end of the conference.

My answer to that question was and is this: Just see it done. Bless it... May the Blessings Be.
Then walk the talk ... The key to Consciousness is action. In other words if you want to walk in consciousness as an aware Co-Creator two things must occur.

The first action is an inner one..ceremony,contemplation, connecting with the source, see it done, not how it is done, just see it done, Blessing it.

The second action is a physical one to manifest it here within the Earth world.
Do not be attached to the outcome. Your attachment to a specific outcome will create resistance,which will be in the way and limiting the Divine to a certain expression of being.

Just know it is done and know it will be manifested for the highest good of all.

One example of that action in the physical could be calling your reps in Washington, or joining and assisting within a group that is working to bring clean water and restore balance to our Mother.
Perhaps you would work in your community on some level to restore the balance of Nature within your sphere of influence or teach the young ones etc.

A Blessing is a powerful thing for it connects one with the source from the heart which is the connection to Soul...the center of creation manifestation within us.

We do not have a Soul ...We ARE Soul..That is what we truly are.

We are learning what we as Soul can do and what our purpose as conscious beings is.

Our purpose is to become conscious Co-Creators with and of the Divine. by being a wider channel for Spiritual expression here within the Earth world and throughout ALL worlds.

All is One...One is All and it is Life.

The Mother is Calling for she is responding to the call within herself that is a resonance of the Call of All Life everywhere with in ALL the worlds of Spirit to evolve. She is singing the love,the song of Life, so that you may know how much you are loved and how powerful you are as a loved being when you love ALL of the expressions of who you truly are.

Walk in Certainty of that knowing while singing that song of life as you resonate with it within you ,out into the world through your own uniqueness of expression.

This evolution expresses itself within as a beautiful loving awareness and without by the expressing of that awareness in your everydayness, which in turn brings more abundant life, love and grace manifesting into the worlds.

May The Blessings Be


Dancing in the Dawn on the Good Red Road

By Faith-R-Michaels

The outer illusion shatters
pieces of the false fall away
In shards that vanish
with the rays of the dawn
emerging from the morning fire
The Phoenix is reborn
With the smell of sweet smudge
lingering in the dawn air

some lay claim that the Sun was the object of worship for the ancient tribes.
No; it was the significance of the sun rising bringing light back into the world,overcoming the dark,
that was honored.
I danced in the dawn this morning
Universal drum
World song,
My song,
Hu song
a very powerful moment.
The moon was on the set but still in the sky.
the dawn light rising in the east
as hundreds of birds songs joined with the song of life and me
greeting the dawn light..
Powerful energies ebb and flow.
there is oneness.